It's Been A While...
May 25th - it's been a while hasn't it? :PConvocation is over. My family has come and gone and now it's time to face reality: I'm job-less!!! I'm starting to feel a tad frustrated with the job hunt - I haven't even had ONE interview and I've applied for quite a few jobs (I haven't counted, but it's definitely over 50). It looks like I'll be following the traditional route of supply teaching...and suffering...
Anyhow. I'm also in the middle of trying to pack up my junk to prepare to move. No confirmed moving date as of yet. I'm looking at my stuff and just dreading the whole process of packing.. ugh. I think I'll miss my apartment.. afterall, having a great view, a pool, a gym, a hot tub all in one building is great. On the other hand, living where I'll be moving will have it's benefits too - I'll be living with some friends, within walking distance of a grocery store, have CABLE (WOHO!) and most of all - no lease and cheaper living expenses!!! (I'll be living in a house in a pretty nice neighbourhood)
In the last few days, I've been starting to feel the pressure. Pressure to find a job, finish my course work, pack, etc.. It just seems like my to do list never shrinks :( I'm also feeling exhausted after my 2 weeks of not enough sleep... to think, it's now 2:30am and I haven't gone to bed and I have to get up at around 6:30am on Wednesday - I think I'm screwed!! I'm volunteering one last time this school year for their year end trip to the RA centre - it's going to be a sports day so it'll be more casual. I'm looking forward to chatting with the kids and catching up on what's been going on while I've been away.
Last thing before I go to bed. I've gotta complain about my course work. I feel like I'm working to keep my head above water. Actually, I think it was sort of a bad idea (though I think it's beneficial for me) to take these two courses now. I don't think I have the initiative to do as well as I think I should do in these courses. Plus, two courses is a lot of work!! I feel like I'm the class slacker and that I've been doing a half-ass job when it comes to postings and assignments. Feeling really guilty but at the same time, I'm so freaking tired all the time that I have no drive to do better! ARGH.. I've got to stop being influenced by the 'student' life now. I'm not getting younger!!!
Alright. Bed time NOW. Good Night!
posted by jaryee @ 11:18 p.m.
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